12/27/10
a gift
arriving at jfk
our wonderful hosts... mikus & grieta (anna's sister)
singing for presents
anna & anete
grand central station
going for a walk
anna's beautiful niece, jasmine
central park
metropolitan museum of art
excited about barnes & noble!
12/16/10
a dose of reality
(be forewarned, this video has some graphic footage)
12/13/10
11/30/10
my current jam
"wooden heart" - listener
WOODEN HEART (sea of mist called skaidan)
We’re all born to broken people on their most honest day of living
and since that first breath... We’ll need grace that we’ve never given
I've been haunted by standard red devils and white ghosts
and it's not only when these eyes are closed
these lies are ropes that I tie down in my stomach,
but they hold this ship together tossed like leaves in this weather
and my dreams are sails that I point towards my true north,
stretched thin over my rib bones, and pray that it gets better
but it won’t won’t, at least I don’t believe it will...
so I've built a wooden heart inside this iron ship,
to sail these blood red seas and find your coasts.
don’t let these waves wash away your hopes
this war-ship is sinking, and I still believe in anchors
pulling fist fulls of rotten wood from my heart, I still believe in saviors
but I know that we are all made out of shipwrecks, every single board
washed and bound like crooked teeth on these rocky shores
so come on and let’s wash each other with tears of joy and tears of grief
and fold our lives like crashing waves and run up on this beach
come on and sew us together, tattered rags stained forever
we only have what we remember
I am the barely living son of a woman and man who barely made it
but we’re making it taped together on borrowed crutches and new starts
we all have the same holes in our hearts...
everything falls apart at the exact same time
that it all comes together perfectly for the next step
but my fear is this prison... that I keep locked below the main deck
I keep a key under my pillow, it’s quiet and it’s hidden
and my hopes are weapons that I’m still learning how to use right
but they’re heavy and I’m awkward...always running out of fight
so I’ve carved a wooden heart, put it in this sinking ship
hoping it would help me float for just a few more weeks
because I am made out of shipwrecks, every twisted beam
lost and found like you and me scattered out on the sea
so come on let’s wash each other with tears of joy and tears of grief
and fold our lives like crashing waves and run up on this beach
come on and sew us together, just some tattered rags stained forever
we only have what we remember
I wear this tide like loose skin, rock me to sea
if we hold on tight we’ll hold each other together
and not just be some fools rushing to die in our sleep
all these machines will rust I promise, but we'll still be electric
shocking each other back to life
Your hand in mine, my fingers in your veins connected
our bones grown together inside
our hands entwined, your fingers in my veins braided
our spines grown stronger in time
because are church is made out of shipwrecks
from every hull these rocks have claimed
but we pick ourselves up, and try and grow better through the change
so come on yall and let’s wash each other with tears of joy and tears of grief
and fold our lives like crashing waves and run up on this beach
come on and sew us together, were just tattered rags stained forever
we only have what we remember
sabbath rest
"nearly 90% of pastors feel overworked and 50% of those who go into full-time service drop out in 5 years." scary statistics!
this has been an area of my life that God has continued to teach me about over the past few years. we NEED rest in the Lord!
11/25/10
thanksgiving
in honor of the year 2010, i made a list of 10 things (in no particular order) that i am especially thankful for today...
1) maddison ann brooks and the opportunity to be here for her birth
2) traveling around ireland and scotland with my brothers/amber
3) a fruitful summer of ministry in latvia
4) shiloh community church
5) morning star church
6) an amazing and supportive team in latvia
7) unbelievable family and friends
8) anna baštika and the tremendous blessing she is to me
9) a "home" on both sides of the ocean
10) and most importantly, my Savior and Lord Jesus Christ... thank You for all of these things! :)
11/23/10
giving thanks
"Therefore, my beloved brethren whom I long to see, my joy and crown, in this way stand firm in the Lord, my beloved. I urge Euodia and I urge Syntyche to live in harmony in the Lord. Indeed, true companion, I ask you also to help these women who have shared my struggle in the cause of the gospel, together with Clement also and the rest of my fellow workers, whose names are in the book of life. Rejoice
so how can i be consistently thankful? how can i have true lasting joy?
by basing it on something that never changes!
God's goodness.
the hope that i have in Him.
the love that He demonstrates in Christ.
i can choose to be thankful because of God's presence in my life! because the Lord is near! (vs. 5) He is the one Who is good, lovely, pure, etc. (vs. 8) i just need to remind myself of that!
so besides turkey, sweet potato pie(!!!!!), football, and time with family, what do you have to be thankful for this thanksgiving?
11/16/10
youtube of the month: november
november 10th, 2010
one of the happiest days of my life!
11/15/10
3 year milestone
it has been both the hardest and richest three years of my life, but i wouldnt trade it for anything! i am a completely different person than the guy who arrived in riga back in 2007. God has done some wonderful work in my life over these years and i am very thankful for how He has chosen to use me. i have seen God to be faithful and how He has continually shown me His goodness over the last three years. i look forward to continuing in that for the time God has me in latvia. amen!
11/11/10
maddison ann brooks
7 lbs 10 oz. 20.5 inches.
she is the most beautiful baby i have ever seen in my life!
we have all been praying for this baby for years, and to be able to hold her in my arms yesterday was something that i will never forget. she is a precious gift from God!
i couldnt be happier for rob & carly. :)
it was a VERY special day. here are a few of the 6,987 pictures...
rob & carly after a long & rough night
the visiting committee
a bit sobering... it was obviously hard on carly & but also hard for rob to watch his wife go through all that pain
after four hours of pushing with no progress, they were forced to do a c-section
"short term" as in 12 hours... i hope?
our first glimpse of maddison!
grandpa brooks
grandma brooks
grandpa grainger
uncle tim
maddie w/ her dad... this picture was worth the trip
maddie w/ her mom
happy family!
very happy grandparents :)
don & shirley grainger
3 proud brothers
"yo!"
welcome to the family maddison!! you are a PERFECT addition.
11/8/10
leavin' on a jet plane
10/25/10
fusion promo vid
10/20/10
josiahventure.com
www.josiahventure.com
check it out!
10/19/10
10/17/10
God is...
God is doing some incredible things in the lives of people in latvia. it is a blessing to hear and see how He is at work.
please keep our team in your prayers as we seek to train and disciple the next generation to follow Christ. God is moving. pray that we would continue to follow Him.